Enya- carribean blue

Nobody~~~

Emptiness as a human condition is a sense of generalised boredom, social alienation and apathy. Feelings of emptiness often accompany dysthymia,[1] depression, loneliness, despair, or other mental/emotional disorders such as borderline personality disorder. A sense of emptiness is also part of a natural process of grief, as resulting of separation,[disambiguation needed] death of a loved one, or other significant changes.

This is what i get on the net... What is emptiness~

everybody... emptiness this things is very scary

People keep telling me that... "Life goes on no matter what"

yeah.. totally agreee with it.  But, COME ON~! you will feel hard to breath, can't do anything if you are having this kind of feeling...

More actual - GOOD ENOUGH TO KILL YOU~! 

 you guys in love before? I believe that nobody will say NO right?

Guys...if you know... how difficult it would be if you LOVE a person soooo much

But you can't be with him and only can be a very very very close friend with him...

And can only PROCLAIM EACH OTHER AS BROTHER AND SISTER IN FRONT OF  EVERYBODY ! ! !

  

I can't sleep those days... Because of YOU~! 

And I know you too... but why are you keep thinking that you're gotta hurt me?

NO~! my dear... you're not hurting me and you're NOT GONNA hurt me~

Still remember you told me before? you said I'm strong... strong enough to stop and control myself from most of the things...

But why can't you just trust me once on this?

Think about you days and nights... you know HOW EXCRUCIATING IT IS? HOW MISERABLE IT IS?

although you're sitting right next to me... but i will still feel that you're gonna leave me and erase me from your life and memories~!

YOU'RE SO NEAR... YET SO FAR AWAY FROM ME~!

i can't reach you cause you're keep a distance away from me!

i really don't like it... and I keep on keep it to myself... all my tears, my scream... i don't show it to you... cause i know you've tried your very best not to hurt me~

I told you before... instead of keeping a distance with me and trying so hard not to hurt me~ why don't we just give each other a chance? To have our very own memories~

I don care you're leaving soon or what... but I just want you to remember me and you yourself also understand that we CAN'T be brother sister nor very best friend...

CAUSE WE WILL CROSS THE LINE~! URGH~!

I love you~ really much~ you know that?

what you said to me is even more hurtful than your leaving... you understand?

But... i know i can't force you... and i will never force you... cause it's USELESS~!

but, i'm so glad that i get to meet you and being in love with you...

so happy that you're always with me... maybe sometimes i'm being very annoying, and STICKY TOO~! but you never say a word... LOL...

THANK YOU~! D...I LOVE YOU~ SO MUCH~

hugs hugs... i am so looking forward the special night that we're gonna spend together...

I will appreciate that very moment... cause that's the night belongs to both of us~

and remember...I am always here for you...

once again...

I LOVE YOU! AND I MISS YOU SSSSSSSSSOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH~!

kisses and hugs...*muah muah muah*  

 

Urgh!!!! what's wrong with my blog?

Haiz.currently having some problem on posting those photos.

i got alot of stuff to share about. cause i spend quite alot last month. 

And everybody! i discover a very nice basic three step skincare. 

so... once i get to settle my problem i'll post it up immediately. sorry...

AND STAY TUNED!!! 

What i want~!!!

hmm~ this year... i feel like buying alot of stuff.. really alot...

okay fine!!! i admit it... my friends all said i'm a shopaholic... but i just can't stop buying... 

but of course there are alot of stuff that i can't get it right here... need to travel all the way down to KL or other country... 

but everybody, i'm still a student... got budget... so need to go look for the prices, do survey then i only will decide to buy which one..

i am a smart shopaholic at least... but sometimes, sometimes only i will just buy it down without thinking.. LOL!!!

okay now.. let me tell you guys... WHAT I WANNA BUY THIS YEAR...

I plan it to use one year time to buy it... or maybe more than one year cause i am having SPM this year... but still... i won't stop buying stuff...

okay okay... i'll stop murmuring now...

2010 SHOPPING LIST 

1. Jackets ( Trench Coat , Leather Jacket and bla bla bla... still searching)

2. Gown ( more casual type, girly, mature gown)

3.Boots (ankle boots, knee height boots and bla bla bla)

4. Cardigan

5. Long top

6.Chiffon dress and top

7.Cami

8. Oxford Heels

9.Denim

10. Hoodie

11.Sport Shoe

12.Trendy sneakers

13. intimate apparel *shy*

14.Vest

15. Beach wear

and to be continue... LOL!!! 

hey, don get mad at me... maybe i will cut down some...  but these is what i want right now... LOL!!!

Bye everybody... i will update my blog once in a while... and i will still share abit about what i bought okay... i won't for get you guys...  

LOVE YOU~!

X.O.X.O

♥♥ Vivi ♥♥   

 
 

FINALLY!!!

okay, i know everybody...it has been a lonf time for me to reupdate my blog already...

cause i already move it to WRETCH...

i can't really type chinese here... it will keep on pop out something and just close my whole window... ISH ISH ISH...

ieverybody please relink my blog...

MY NEW BLOG

now... this blog will only be my daily diary...

bye...

X.O.X.O.  

暂时不能发文~！！

暂时不能发文~！！

大家。。。对不起。。。现在我所拍的照片都PO不出来。。。

因为手机的USB都不能用。。。

Blogger不能顺利的打华语字。。。

想换去无名。。。

一个月~~~~！！！！

距离我的最后一篇文，已经有一个月了~！！
我的天啊~！！ 我好懒噢~！

不过前几天，我电脑的键盘坏掉了。。。
昨天才刚刚买新的。。。

来报上我的近况吧。。。

痘痘越长越多。。。皮肤变得很敏感。。。
都快新年了~ 才给我长了一大堆有的没的。。。

脸也变得好油。。。简直可以在脸上煎一粒荷包蛋了。。。
刚刚去了趟西药行。。。买了一瓶非常好用的痘痘洗脸霜。。。

我记得我以前好像有介绍过。。。不过没关系。。。我明天会PO这一篇文。。。
希望和我一样，有严重的痘痘问题者，又爱化妆的美眉们一点想法。。。
（我的华语越来越差了~！！）

好了。。。要去睡觉了。。。

晚安咯大家。。。