Sad... don know why....Friendship...

After reading my friend's blog... feel so sad...my friend... ya she is my friend... but don know why i feel like they don't like me so much... i hope to have a very very close friends... mix with me everytime... accompany me when i am sad, lonely... i hope she can enjoy the time when she's together with me...

Friendship... ... ... ...*i feel so sad, miserable,though of feeling*           is it really still... my friends... won't stay beside to too long...they don't like to mix with me... i want a friend!!! i want a true friendship... i don't want to be alone...

To Ning~~~~

i want to be your best friend... that is what i really hope... but 've no confident to myself... you have alot of friends... but me no... sometimes you seems to be quite cold to me.. just like this few days... i wanna talk to you... but everytime i go to your place... you guys seems like chatting somethings that i can't be involve in... i can only sit there and keep on listen to what you guys talking about... i hope to mix together with you huys truely... i know there is alot of things that i cannot kow... but i just hope that you guys can invite me to sit together with you guys when i am lonely and helpless...

it's not i am cmplaining anything...i just wana to let you guys know my feeling and what hope to...you may not experience it... being alone isn't a great thing... i start hating this feeling now... it seems to be alot of people don't like me...*sob sobs*

To whom who hate and dislike me...

me... not lying... what i said last time is really really true.. but... you guys just CRITICIZE me without thinking my feeling... i feel so hurt and sad when somebody told me what you guys were walking about at the back of me... i tried to be still and strong, although... but my tears was flowing in my heart... i tried to change myself... but

what can i do?? what you guys expect me to be?? can't i just be myself?? i am a human too... i need friends!! need love from my friend too!! but you guys just telling people that i am a liar!!

LET ME MAKE MYSELF CLEAR once again!!!!!! i am not a liar... what i said is true... you guys don know the whole story and just kept on backslided me!! 

I seriously Hate you guys very much!!

now... ... my friend only left Ning, Momo, Swee Ting, Gim Shang... 

Is this what you guys pleased to be?? Alright! you guys get what you want now!!Satisfied?? i know the answer is YES!!

 you guys make my life so miserable!!

you guys will get what you plant... that is the only thing i can say...