What is Relationship?

Relationship... ...
What is it?

Do we know how to love when was small?
some said yes, because we know how to love our parents.
but if our parents pass away when we was kids, will we cry? or even do we know our parents are not in our word now, and in the other world?
That's very hard to determine. Isn't it?

To me is 50/50...
For example, My granny passed away this year.
and my cousin brother who my granny love the most bcause he is the youngest betwwen all garndchildren.

He don't cry nor sob either.
but he did know that his granny passed away. and we young adult and adult cry like heavy rain.

So, other than the love between family, there is also a love who can make people feel like angel or queen when it's still hot and sweet. make people cry, sad and even commit suicide when it goes cold and bitter.

That kind of love to me is very weak.
breakable and fragile.
happy and sweet when happy
miserable and sad when unhappy.

How about debious love?
does it consider as love too?
and what is it? to me, it's a relationship which is in between the love and friendship.
i do think there is alot of people out there no matter woman or man, girl or boy.
it may happen to me sometimes.
in chinese we call as 友情之上，爱情未满.
means, above friendship, but haven't reach love yet.
 it's a level where you will feel the hardship especially for those who are chasing after the boy or girl.
agreed?
you may heve some very intimate action or movement between you both. 
some even kiss!
but if you trying to intro them to your friends ,
you will said:"hey, this is XXX, he/she is my friend"
but not :"hey, this is XXX, he/she is my boyfriend/girlfriend"

How about friendship?
alot of people said"朋友是做一辈子的"
friends are going to be together forever.
are you sure? Forever?
yeah. maybe yes for some. but i think no to majority.
we might not find a true friend in our whole life. 
but friend? haha! a pile! 
but those friend is that kind of friend that you have to hide yourself and lie to them. why?
for example. you trying to tell them that this hair style doesn't look nice with him or her.
you are just trying to tell them the truth!(screaming)
but they will treat it as a shit and said you hurted him or her.
isn't it stupid? trying hard to be the true and a friend that no lies between each other but they treat it as a ?? hmm~ let me find a adjective.
ABUSE! i got it. yes abuse.
i hope there is somebody agree with me.

haiz. suddenly feel very down and so i wrote this post. 
trying to scream out the feeling in me.