20100517

feel so loved~!


I Love You~~~ Do you love me too?

LOL. I am so loved those days. I am happy for my life right now~  
 I love somebody I love, and somebody who love me back...
 Somebody that accepted me as I am...Never wants me to change to fit him or her...
 But tried to fit me and love me no matter what I do and what I did to them~

DANIEL, SUHA, HOR YEAN, IRENE, VERN ERN, YIXIU,  MATTHIAS, JACKY, ESTHER, EVELYN, HEAN TEE, PREVIN, DAVID, MING KIT and more~

I am so thankful and appreciate what you guys have done for me~! really much!

And yeah, I may be kinda mean, rude or too straight forward when I talk. I wanna apologize here being like this... Somehow, I am doing this cause I love you guys~ 
*finding all sorts of reason* LOL


FRIEND????


LOVER???


 FAMILY????

No matter who you are to me~ I LOVE YOU~!

HAHA~ This post is basically expressing my love to my love ones. 

I love you guys~ 

X.O.X.O

VIVI 

20100506

♥ ♥ Just some short post about my life lately ♥ ♥


 

 Hey guys... sorry...the blogspot was kinda troublesome lately... but is okay

I just feels like blogging some of my latest life... 

don know why... I am pretty down, sad, exhausted nowadays. 

Just...complicated! I don really able to find a word to describe about my life. 

It's my very first time. It's like everything is so new to me. Although i am still in a place that i lived for 17year~

So fast~ everything just passed so freaking fast!  

I want it to be slow!!! Instead of so extremely fast...

I really need to study~ I really want to... 

Somehow... the feelings in my heart just mess me up and the thought in my brain...

I think there are alot of people also thinking this way... when things just happen in a same time

Love, Family, Friends, Studies, Social life and more and more...

maybe it's time for me to freshen up myself with some joy

I love peace... not boring life but peaceful and happy life... 

Start to listen to some Irish traditional music... i found that this type of music can just calm me down...

Anger, Frustrated, sadness, unforgiveness and stuff... I can just easily get it out of my mind...

of course...I also need to face the facts that... sometimes thing just can go as your will...

Love, ha ha! really special... I always believe... things that is belongs to you will always yours no matter how far it went... but if you insist of keeping those things that is not belongs to you, no matter how you hold it tightly or just tie it up also useless... one day it will just run away from you...

So i choose to let go... if He allow me to do that~ then i will always keep what i have said to you... 

"Memory is a way of holding onto the things you love, the things you are, and the things you never want to lose ♥"

I got it from one of my friends...

I actually don't know what i am trying to tell you guys... but just... my heart is so screwed up!

Believe me~ give me some times... i will get over it~

and I really hope that You can be the one~ that is worth for me to be in love with~

Love,
Vivi 
 


Enya- carribean blue






20100326

Nobody~~~


Emptiness as a human condition is a sense of generalised boredom, social alienation and apathy. Feelings of emptiness often accompany dysthymia,[1] depression, loneliness, despair, or other mental/emotional disorders such as borderline personality disorder. A sense of emptiness is also part of a natural process of grief, as resulting of separation,[disambiguation needed] death of a loved one, or other significant changes.

This is what i get on the net... What is emptiness~
everybody... emptiness this things is very scary

People keep telling me that... "Life goes on no matter what"
yeah.. totally agreee with it.  But, COME ON~! you will feel hard to breath, can't do anything if you are having this kind of feeling...

More actual - GOOD ENOUGH TO KILL YOU~! 

 you guys in love before? I believe that nobody will say NO right?
Guys...if you know... how difficult it would be if you LOVE a person soooo much
But you can't be with him and only can be a very very very close friend with him...
And can only PROCLAIM EACH OTHER AS BROTHER AND SISTER IN FRONT OF  EVERYBODY ! ! !
  
I can't sleep those days... Because of YOU~! 
And I know you too... but why are you keep thinking that you're gotta hurt me?

NO~! my dear... you're not hurting me and you're NOT GONNA hurt me~
Still remember you told me before? you said I'm strong... strong enough to stop and control myself from most of the things...
But why can't you just trust me once on this?

Think about you days and nights... you know HOW EXCRUCIATING IT IS? HOW MISERABLE IT IS?

although you're sitting right next to me... but i will still feel that you're gonna leave me and erase me from your life and memories~!

YOU'RE SO NEAR... YET SO FAR AWAY FROM ME~!

i can't reach you cause you're keep a distance away from me!
i really don't like it... and I keep on keep it to myself... all my tears, my scream... i don't show it to you... cause i know you've tried your very best not to hurt me~

I told you before... instead of keeping a distance with me and trying so hard not to hurt me~ why don't we just give each other a chance? To have our very own memories~

I don care you're leaving soon or what... but I just want you to remember me and you yourself also understand that we CAN'T be brother sister nor very best friend...

CAUSE WE WILL CROSS THE LINE~! URGH~!

I love you~ really much~ you know that?
what you said to me is even more hurtful than your leaving... you understand?

But... i know i can't force you... and i will never force you... cause it's USELESS~!

but, i'm so glad that i get to meet you and being in love with you...
so happy that you're always with me... maybe sometimes i'm being very annoying, and STICKY TOO~! but you never say a word... LOL...

THANK YOU~! D...I LOVE YOU~ SO MUCH~
hugs hugs... i am so looking forward the special night that we're gonna spend together...
I will appreciate that very moment... cause that's the night belongs to both of us~
and remember...I am always here for you...

once again...
I LOVE YOU! AND I MISS YOU SSSSSSSSSOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH~!
kisses and hugs...*muah muah muah*  
 


20100311

Urgh!!!! what's wrong with my blog?

Haiz.currently having some problem on posting those photos.

i got alot of stuff to share about. cause i spend quite alot last month. 

And everybody! i discover a very nice basic three step skincare. 

so... once i get to settle my problem i'll post it up immediately. sorry...

AND STAY TUNED!!! 

20100228

What i want~!!!

hmm~ this year... i feel like buying alot of stuff.. really alot...

okay fine!!! i admit it... my friends all said i'm a shopaholic... but i just can't stop buying... 

but of course there are alot of stuff that i can't get it right here... need to travel all the way down to KL or other country... 

but everybody, i'm still a student... got budget... so need to go look for the prices, do survey then i only will decide to buy which one..

i am a smart shopaholic at least... but sometimes, sometimes only i will just buy it down without thinking.. LOL!!!

okay now.. let me tell you guys... WHAT I WANNA BUY THIS YEAR...

I plan it to use one year time to buy it... or maybe more than one year cause i am having SPM this year... but still... i won't stop buying stuff...

okay okay... i'll stop murmuring now...

2010 SHOPPING LIST 

1. Jackets ( Trench Coat , Leather Jacket and bla bla bla... still searching)

2. Gown ( more casual type, girly, mature gown)

3.Boots (ankle boots, knee height boots and bla bla bla)

4. Cardigan

5. Long top

6.Chiffon dress and top

7.Cami

8. Oxford Heels

9.Denim

10. Hoodie

11.Sport Shoe

12.Trendy sneakers

13. intimate apparel *shy*

14.Vest

15. Beach wear

and to be continue... LOL!!! 

hey, don get mad at me... maybe i will cut down some...  but these is what i want right now... LOL!!!

Bye everybody... i will update my blog once in a while... and i will still share abit about what i bought okay... i won't for get you guys...  


LOVE YOU~!

X.O.X.O

♥♥ Vivi ♥♥   
 
 

20100225

FINALLY!!!

okay, i know everybody...it has been a lonf time for me to reupdate my blog already...

cause i already move it to WRETCH...

i can't really type chinese here... it will keep on pop out something and just close my whole window... ISH ISH ISH...

ieverybody please relink my blog...

MY NEW BLOG

now... this blog will only be my daily diary...

bye...

X.O.X.O.  

20100203

暂时不能发文~!!

暂时不能发文~!!

大家。。。对不起。。。现在我所拍的照片都PO不出来。。。

因为手机的USB都不能用。。。

Blogger不能顺利的打华语字。。。

想换去无名。。。

20100126

一个月~~~~!!!!

距离我的最后一篇文,已经有一个月了~!!
我的天啊~!! 我好懒噢~!

不过前几天,我电脑的键盘坏掉了。。。
昨天才刚刚买新的。。。

来报上我的近况吧。。。

痘痘越长越多。。。皮肤变得很敏感。。。
都快新年了~ 才给我长了一大堆有的没的。。。

脸也变得好油。。。简直可以在脸上煎一粒荷包蛋了。。。
刚刚去了趟西药行。。。买了一瓶非常好用的痘痘洗脸霜。。。

我记得我以前好像有介绍过。。。不过没关系。。。我明天会PO这一篇文。。。
希望和我一样,有严重的痘痘问题者,又爱化妆的美眉们一点想法。。。
(我的华语越来越差了~!!)

好了。。。要去睡觉了。。。

晚安咯大家。。。  

20091215

迟到的生日快乐。。。


昨天,Vivi和妈妈,哥哥去了 位于Gurney Plaza的 Winter Warmer庆祝我妈妈延迟的生日。。。
玩得很开心,东西也很好吃。。。

里面的装潢很美。。。


我们拍了很多照片,我在这里也和大家分享吧!

 

这是他们的mixed fruit cocktail。。。
里面有水果哟。。。苹果,橙,以及柠檬片。。。
味道酸酸甜甜的很开胃。。

 

看起来是不是很有经验呢?(这种的经验有什么好?!)

 
 
我和我哥哥。。。帅吧?(想相亲的非常欢迎 e-mail他吧。。。joelkltan@hotmail.com)
哈哈!
 
哥哥和妈妈!

 
Earlgrey Tea
我没喝到。。。妈妈和哥哥喝罢了。。
不过味道问起来很棒。。。可以试一试


 
Afternoon Tea Set

 
 
 
 
 
 
Grilled Dory Fish

 
 
 

 
Seafood Cheese Bake Macaroni

 
 
 有注意看到我身后的外国人吗?
是AFS的交换学生哦。。。可是我不认识。。。因为不是Momo Group的。。
不过蛮帅的。。。哈哈!
 




 
有注意到我剪头发了吗?

 



 
浏海剪短了。。。

好啦 。打完收工。。。

 
 
ME & SUHA!


20091214

舞蹈练习花絮~~~



 前几天, Vivi 有PO 关于一场戏剧与舞蹈的表演通知。。。

今天要PO的就是舞蹈练习的花絮啦。。。

好好玩哦!今天叫我们跳舞的老师的买了一些零食上来,所以呢,跳到一半就休息10分钟。

在这时候呢,大家吃得吃啦,玩得玩啦,拍照的拍照啦(本人就是其中一个)

哈哈!还有一些正在努力练习的朋友啦。

真的很开心。每一年我最期待的month就是12月了。

 

哈哈!我们的舞蹈老师。爱搞笑,人又好的老师,不会骂人的老师!(如果他会读华语的话我就惨了 ,非打死我不可!)

 

和我们一起跳舞的一位‘姐姐’。。。大家在背后都这样叫他(你也是嘛!)是不是很坏!打打*!

 

可爱的小妹妹。。。(人家已经不小了!14岁了!没礼貌!)

 

 

搞笑二人组!哈!

 

 
认真练习中~嘘~不遵打扰!

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
玩着玩着,突然鼻子敏感,泛红了!好难看哦!


对了对了,忘了告诉大家昨天也就是两个小时前,是我妈妈的生日哦。

“妈妈!生日快乐!”
 “ 对不起,我知道你今天过得非常不开心,我是一个很差劲的女儿!请你耐心等一等,再过一两年我会带你离开这里。”

今天的下午过的非常的差劲。又骂又喊的,把一天的好心情给破坏掉的。。。

真是的!有些女人真是该死的不好联机不知羞耻。。。(骂脏话了!)
咳,不说了免了又上火。。

不过今天还是过得蛮不错。就中是有那么一两个小插曲来破坏。。。